I have been battling against the ‘big blue’ for several months now and just as I think I have conquered it, up it comes again. This time of year is always bad for me as I definitely respond to sun light and normally in this part of Texas we have tons of it. Not this year, like much of the States, we have had well below normal temperatures and not much sunlight. Thankfully I don’t live in the Northeast where it seems to have been snowing since the beginning of Dec and still hasn’t stopped. Quite seriously, I would have been suicidal by now if I was faced with that. I have never like snow and facing day after day of the stuff would have driven me nuts! I am not a fan of the really hot weather we have here either but at least I can cool down in air conditioning and the sun is shining.
Anyway, that has been about my life story since my ‘fantastic’ run in December. I think I realised I was more than my normal ‘blue’ self in the middle of Jan when I hadn’t entered my art room (sometimes called a studio) since before Christmas. I had started to what is now my normal routine of getting up as Gordon leaves the house, to feed the pets and then I go back to sleep for another hr (or so). There seemed to very little point in getting up as the breakfast news (what news?) bore me to tears. Breakfast itself has become problematic as I have given up on the cereals as I trying to get serious about my type II diabetes. It has to be low low carb so my blood sugar does not spike and I can’t take too much in the way carbs early in the day. So that tends to rule out bread and oats (my favourites). Recommendations are eggs, bacon or other meats which is fine once in a while but everyday – puke. So avoiding getting up was an easier option.
Unfortunately the situation is ongoing and only today I slept in until 9.15am simply because I was happier in bed. I even woke up with a smile on my face after having a nice dream. Hopefully things will improve with the better weather and also I have started to run again although most people can walk faster than I can run LOL. Running does make me feel better and I am also going the aqua fitness group from this week as part of my cross training. Bought myself 2 swim suits so I don’t have any excuses.